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Message from: Ellie, 29 Oct 06

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If tears could build a stairway
Memories a lane,
I’d march straight up to heaven
And bring you home again.
I think to myself, its just not fair that my mum had to die when i was only 10 and when she was only 40. cancer is such a horrid disease. God bless all the people who devote their lives to people with cancer and finding a cure. i have resived relife from my god (i am a christian) but i know that he is telling me that the only person who can help me find my spirit again and that goes for everone in my situation.
A year ago my mum died of breast cancer she also suffered from liver failier and a stomach ulser. She was brave when the doctors told her she had one year until her liver could no longer survive and the cancer spread to her heart. i once went into her bedroom and saw her crying she told me that all ahe wanted was to c us grow up to be beutifal and sucsessful. Luv u mum u are everything to me, will see u gain in heaven util then, i love love forener and always xxxxxxx Ellie age 12.