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Message from: kate, 10 Oct 06

Subject: alone

my mum died just over 2 years ago. i still can't believe it. She had a tumor in her brain and we were told she had years to live but she died a month later. It's unbearable. I was so close to my Mum - she wasn't just my Mum but my best friend. I used to look forward to Birthdays and christmas's coz they wer always a huge family get-togethers. Mum bought my presents and my Dad bought my brothers. Now my Dad and brother hav emmigated 2 the other side of the world so now its only me and my aunty at christmas. it just seems so pointless now.
It brings tears to my eyes when people talk about petty things their Mum does that annoys them. I feel so lonely. Therz so many things i wish i could tell my Mum (and hear her reply).
When i talk about her a talk as if she's still alive and until my dad sold our house i insisted on keeping everything exactly where mum left it. i dont no y, i just find/found it comforting...

Subject: mine 2

i know exactley how you feel my mum died from a brain tuma two years ago this december i'm only 14 and find life just as hard it's because you have hit a huge milestone in your life and you have just realised that your mum isn't gonna b around to share it with you i know it hurts but it does get better keep smilin it will get better and there are lots of people who love you and ME!!!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX