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Message from: Sasha, 9 Oct 06

Subject: Friend I grew up with died

I grew up with my friend, our parents have been friends since they were young and I've known him since we were babies. He died two years ago in a traffic accident but anytime I think about him i still start to break down. The week before he died i had actually wished great harm on him for things that had happened when we were younger. The fact that he was then actually killed has hurt me very very much inside and i have still never told anyone about the guilt i feel.