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Message from: hails, 28 Aug 06

Subject: we decided to have an abortion, then a month later he died in a motorbike accident

I had been with my boyfriend 9 months and i fell pregnant, even thou i was on the pill. i wanted to keep it, but my boyfriend didnt, and although he didnt pressure me into having our baby, i didnt want to end up a single mum because i loved him so much, so last april, i had an abortion, and cried wen i saw our 9 week old baby. the following month, 2 days before his birthday, he was in a motorbike accident. my whole life fell apart, now 15 months on i still havnt come to terms, and i fell i cant go on, but i try 4 the sake of my 4 yr old son.