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Message from: kirsty, 28 Aug 06

Subject: when my mum died

my mum died when i was 11 years old she had 3 strokes and passed away i was holding her in my arms when she died, i watched my mums eyes roll back and i felt her body go cold it was horrible and still to this day i blame myself and i always will. it will be 7 years soon and i still cant stop crying myself to sleep i just wish my life would end as with out my mum i m nothing i think i need to seek some help as this is wrecking my career.