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Message from: sarah, 28 Aug 06

Subject: loosing my boyfriend

im sarah im 14 years old and ive just lost my boyfriend. it was such a tragic death because he hung himself. im just getting over what has happened and i have been cryin all day and night since he died. i know im only young but i loved him so much and thought that he was the one. i miss him so much and think about him all the time but i am trying to get on with my life.

Subject: know how you feel

i just replied to a girl called beki,explainin that my boyfriend done the exact same thing,it will be 6 months on thursday,he was 26 and i'm 22,we have 2 children together age 3 and 1.thats the worst thing, my childrea askin where daddy is,i want daddy.and so on. its so hard to cope and especially why you havnt got anyone to blame for this tradgedy, i suggest you have counselling, its something i need to do still. i know it will help me to start coping, if it wernt for my children,i wouldnt b here myself. some days i have good days and other days, i wake up feelin depressed! but you are only young, but you do need to speak about it.

Subject:
Hi i know how you feel too my boyfriend died wen i was 6 months pregnant we were having a boy he was so happy i had our lil boy now nearly 2 and im dreadin him askin about it but i will always tell him wat his dadddy was like im 18 by the way andit is hard and dont get better for a very long time but my little boy has made it better coz i can see my boyfriend in him u wud think they were twins xxxxx