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Message from: Steph, 28 Aug 06

Subject: I can't get over her...

My great aunt was gone a yr on june 1st and I just can't stop thinkin about her. I still get upset during the day and cry myself to sleep. I've cried myself to sleep every night since she has died. My thoughts are always of her no matter where I am or what I'm doin. I miss her so bad. I wanna dig her back up and hug her again just one last time. It hurts so much and I can't cry hard enough. I also lost my best friend Tina 8 months ago. She was 4 months pregnant with my god child, a baby girl and she drove her car into a wall, comitted suicide and I haven't even began to deal with it. It's just too hard. It's tearing me apart. I'm deeply depressed and I just wanna be with them... I can't do this :''(