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Message from: becca, 09 Aug 06

Subject: ma dad

i feel alone and i have no1 to talk to i watched my dad die of cancer and it wasnt realy him lying there it wernt he cudnt talk and everytime i saw him he was weaker and weaker i just feel like scared and i cant face the truth i wont go to his grave because i no dat it wernt him in his body when he was dying he died along time before he actually did i feel alone scred and confused and angry and sad im all over the place help me plzz.

Subject: dads

hi i understand i lost my dad on the seventh of april this year and i still feel sad and tearful your dad would of understood why you dont feel ready to go to his grave yet and maybe in time you will need this, I unfortunatly carnt because his new wife will not put his ashes with his dads so we dont have anywhere to go. ( even if we did he wouldnt of wanted his kids to feel pushed into going), its a very personal time at the minute after losing someone especially your dad, i know and understand how lonley and frighteneing the world becomes, just remember where ever he is he is looking down on you and is still loving, caring and protecting you in his own way. I am sure he understandsm, talk to him and have a good cry and i promise every week and then every month after you will start to feel better. take care sweety.

Subject: my dad

i know how you feel coz my dad died 1 week ago today i wish he would walk right back thrugh my front door but hes meva coming back.i realy miss him