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Message from: Rosie, 09 Aug 06

Subject: My cousin died of Cancer

My cousin died in February 25th of Cancer in her tummy. I miss her more than the world, she was like a sister to me and she was only 21. Im 15. I always used to go to concerts with her, now when i go with my friends it brings it all back when someone says about a bald head it makes me think of her, it makes me say people dont think before they speak, but i jus cry my eyes out most of the time i think why her? what did she ever do to anyone? why do i feel like this?

Subject: am sorry for ur loss

hey, as i said im so sorry for ur loss. my cousin also died.. he got knocked off of his bike whilst cycling in spain on a family holiday... it was so tragic nd hardly seems real now nd tha's after 3yrs. he was 17 nd just about to get his alevel results. like ur cousin mine was also more like a brother to me. i know wa u mean about goin to gigs etc... nd some times its just like little silly things tha make u cry ur eyes out but it does help. i duno if ur friends r easy to tlk to cuz i know some of mine found it really difficult nd just couldnt face wa i was going thru for a while. i know wa ur feelin when u ask why her nd what had she done wrong? etc cuz i think tha so much.. i guess lifes just really unfair sometimes. i dont know if this is helping at all... hopefully it is.. but like if u evr wnt any1 to just chat about ur cousin or anything i'd b happy to listen etc. hope this helps a bit lv emm xxxxx