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Message from: jess, 02 Aug 06

Subject: :(

i dont know what to do...
it will be three years to the day that my litte brother was killed at the end of august and the court case STILL hasnt gone to court.

i keep getting really bad bouts of depression, the fact he was so young when he died just kills me.

my little sister goes to the school he did and it huts so much when i see his old school friends, they wil be going into year 5 in sept and they are all so big and i can't help but think he should be there.

my mum thinks i need to see a doctor or a councilor to help me but i can't.
i can't go and talk to someone i dont know i just want my little brother back.

im starting college in september and i just want to get rid of the depression with out pills and without people poking their noses into how i feel i just don't now what to do.

Subject: im the same

it is very hard to lose a family member i lost my little sister a couple of months ago and i find it hard to cope but uve just got 2 keep strong! if u can talk to some1 about how your feelin, i know its hard but its better than dealin with all the stress yourself. i can't talk to my friends and family about it either. try professionals, i have a counceller n its great to have some1 to talk 2. gd luck, stay strong