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Message from: sarah, 16 Jun 06

Subject: i miss him so much

hi, my names sarah,
my grandad died last year in september it wasnt as though it wasnt expected as it was but he died 2 days after my baby was born, he never got to see her. i feel guilty for not being able to go to the funeral due to personal reasons, but i have never grieved at all either untill today, sounds silly but i woke up this morning thinking of him and i cant stop crying. i dont even need a reply from any1 cos i know ur all going through the same and its hard to console others that it will get better when ur feeling it urself. i guess i just needed a place to write it down. i cant talk to any1 i know as they all have grieved at the time and all seem to be fine now. anyway if u read this, thanks for taking the time out to do so...my thoughts are with all of u that have lost and i hope that u will all pull through. xxx