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Message from: sam, 8 May 06

Subject: my little sister
My little 6 year old sister died 2 weeks ago, it happened all so sudden, she had been ill from birth, but we had an amazing 4 gud years with her. It all happened so unexpectedly, she fell ill on the night of my birthday, had a major operation the next day, and then died from septiceamia 4 weeks later in intensive care, they had to turn of her life support machine. I am 19 years old, but i loved her sooo much i was like her second mother, i fed her, sometimes bathed her, she used to sleep in my sometimes, we just snuggled up to each other. I really miss her, life just feels empty now shes gone, she gave so much love to everybody, and we all loved her sooo much. My parents are going through a tough time, but so am i and my younger brother. I feel so lost, but reading the other messages posted on this site, i never knew other people were in similar positions, i dont know how to be strong.

Subject: sorry bout ur loss

hiya
im so sorry bout ur loss i cant imagine wot u r goin thru i ave 2 sistas and cant even imagine them diein u must be in pieces jus rememba it is ok 2 cry bout it i only realised dat a couple of weeks ago cos 5 ppl in my family died in 3 yrs i hope i have helpd u in a way! hope ur gona b ok sweetie.
danni
xx

Subject: Lost my sister 10 months ago

My sister died 10 months ago, she died of a blood clot her lung. I saw paramedics go across my house and never knew that it was for her. I even caught a glance at the ambulance as it drove across my house. One day I had my sister who was my best friend and the next day she was gone. I miss her so much and sometimes I feel at peace and other days I miss her so much and I long for the closeness that we used to share. I feel like a part of me died inside on the day that she died.