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Message from: tina, 25 Apr 06

Subject: losing a loved one

hi,its been 4 months now since i lost my darling boyfriend of 3 years,it still seems like yesterday,he died of a very sudden illness,and i just cant get over it,as far as i can see,time doesnt heal(well it hasnt for me yet)i wish it would as im very cut up about it all...also to me it seems that everyone else has moved on,or some how forgotten that my man ever exsisted..i feel im the only one still grieving..i would cut the rest of my years in half and give them to my man if i could..but i cant...my life has gone from going to pub lunches,country walks in woods,driving miles in his car with him,going to nice places and doing good things everyday to absolute nothing,except from taking antidepressants and eating all day...the day he died,myn good and exciting life died too.x