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Message from: Sophie, 25 Mar 06

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Hey. Next month it will have been a year since my dad died. Im really worried that it will really upset me. Its not something i want to celebrate obviously, and if i could id just carry on without even thinking about it. I dont feel like ive grieved at all, did anybody else feel this way? I still think about him all the time, and it feels like it was yesterday. I dont know what im going to do on the anniversary either? anybody have any ideas? i havent been to see his grave yet cos ive always been too scared, i might do that, but im worried itll upset me. any advice? xxxxx