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message no. 1028
| Message from: Anon,
17 Mar 06 |
| Subject: (no subject)
I think it is the missing that hurts the most. We take so many
things for granted and we assume everything is going to be here
for ever. I miss David so much and I know time is the essence
and I try and spend has much as I can with those I love. I know
how important it is and I always say I LOVE YOU cause i never
got the chance with Dave, he was in a coma. I pray and hope he
heard me cause until I lost him, i never understood the concept
of death. I could emphasise, but now I know the anguish and pain
death brings I realise that although death is inevitable, it never
takes the pain away. I suppose over time the pain becomes another
type of pain, but when you loose someone dear to your heart it
devours you. I know people around me care and I know I should
endeavour to have as much time with them, but I feel selfish,
it is him i want no one else. I hate being without him. It is
like having icecream but with the flavour everything seems bland!
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