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The pain of losing my mother..

by natalie

Since the day you passed mum, there's always been some kind of pain inside me and it's still here right now, that's been 5 years now..

Really I think sometimes to myself?! Is that possible for that pain to still be here, I ask people they say yes of corse it is, you have lost someone so precious to you, someone who cared and loved you so very much..

They say the pain will never go away, it might get better in many years but it will never go away:( it brings so many tears to my eyes:( ..

My heart aches everyday, it is broken..

It will never heal again, the only way it would is if I got you back mummy:( ..

I am literally so hurt, it's sometimes so unbearable..

I cry when I'm in bed at night..

I just lay there and think about you and think how much I would love to have you here right here! I am just so hurt, this painful feeling I have inside, so horrible:( this just feels like an endless pain..

It's all like a rollercoaster my life:( I wish you could wipe away all these tears I cry..

And tell me everythings going too be ok:'( ..

I would literally do anything to bring you back mumma:( ..

I miss you so so much , I always will..

I love you with my heart and soul till the day I die.

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

14 November 2011